All-In on Me: Trusting the Universe and Expanding My Horizons in the Land of the Free
Gosh I am still absolutely buzzing from LA and I am not saying this to gloat I’m sharing this from a place of deep gratitude and knowing in my worthiness and as always, if anything I say or share empowers and or inspires you to dare and jump greatly in the pursuit of your dreams and aspirations then I’ve achieved my purpose!
For those of you that don’t follow me on social media I attended the Wealthy Woman Retreat in Malibu LA last week!
I was actually invited to the retreat in January, but as you may know, I was in a relationship at the time and I wasn’t quite aware of the even greater depth to my worth (yes I am referring to the relationship too), but as always everything happens for a reason and if I had signed up to the retreat at that point I would be the person I am now. If you have kept up to date with my other blogs, newsletters and podcast you’ll know I’ve been on a deep journey of receiving this year and I believe solely on that reason, the universe aligned this trip for me again now, to test the trust in myself and my faith and I do believe I passed with flying colours! If I do say so myself!
Everything aligned for me to be there EVERYTHING! This is why we have to take risks and trust because honestly, well before I booked my flight I knew I was going to be there and the universe did everything in its power to make it happen for me! Even down to the fact that the flights were averaging £1500 and I managed to pay £400 which was my cap!
What I want to make clear is I was taking aligned action, I didn’t sit and wait for the flight to appear I used all of my travel knowledge and friends to find the best deal and I found it 2 weeks before I flew! (someone dropped out at the end of June). The retreat was also run by my previous mentor Rebecca (she’s been on my podcast season 1), what was magical about all of this is she just trusted that I would make it happen and told me she had seen me there in her visualisations so she held the space for me, her trust and belief in me being their definitely amplified my manifestation power!
By the way I had no idea why I needed to be there before I went I just know I was supposed to be there and that became even clearer from the moment I stepped off the plane at LAX. I felt at home, it was the most magical experience to be back as this version of me, a version of me that I didn’t know I needed 5 years prior the last time I visited.
What I know for sure is this year I have never felt safer in myself. I have solo travelled a lot in my life but this year more than ever I am so comfortable in me. Before I would have had a false sense of safety from my tough exterior and hyper vigilance but now, I feel light, at peace, at home inside of me! It’s such a blessing that every women deserves to feel. Even walking the streets at night in Santa Monica I wasn’t afraid or planning how I would defend myself I just knew I was good - and don’t get me wrong if someone was to go for me I would absolutely handle it, but I don’t need to think like that anymore! :)
The most amazing thing about our Mansion in Malibu was the fact that I always visualise what my future self looks like, where she stays etc, and everything I had been manifesting and dreaming of was literally that Mansion! To see your manifestations in real life, I cant even put into words the fulfilment and joy that I anchored in to my body during that time! Not to mention we arrived the night of the Super Full Moon in Pisces and we ate dinner bathing in the moonlight listening to the sound of the pacific ocean crash against the shore. It was a magical evening and with my room being on the ground floor I was able to put my crystals out in the moonlight!
One of the most impactful things about the retreat was the connections. Being in rooms with women that align with the same values as you is such a powerful thing. You become like the 5 people you spend the most time with so being intentional with the company you keep is essential. Especially, as women that are ready and deserving of more its a difficult space to be in when the people around you dont reflect where you want to be. You have to get yourself in the room with the winners and the dreamers, people that instead of mocking your goals say ‘and then, what else, and think bigger’. Since I started my business this has very much been my journey, I have been very intensional with being surrounded by women that share the same values and inspire me. It was a beautiful mirror to see the value I brought to the space and to hold and be held by the women there. These are the spaces all women deserve to be in, no jealousy or animosity just pure respect and love.
What I will add to this from my teachings is, when you know who you are and your values you eliminate any imposter syndrome and or low self esteem. I have been in situations my whole life where I thought I had to prove myself and I exhausted myself keeping up appearances, those days are long gone. I have been for a very long time you either like me or you don’t, which is me rooted in who I am and loving myself for it! I know I brung a fun and also deep element to the retreat and I in turn was met with feeling fully seen and heard.
Amongst chilling in the hot tub, deep chats, teas and pizzas larger than my head. I not only got to receive business coaching, social media training from wonderful Sara and a transformational breathe work session by my amazing friend Jessie I got to deliver my Soul Alchemy movement session which was incredible. This is the part of my intuitive healing, holding the space for these women was pure magic. Watching them alchemise their pain into power was incredible and they all went for it and felt the shifts! I am so in love with the work I do, leading from my soul and to be in LA delivering it, WOW!
It was a real dream come true and I think more than anything else it showed me what is possible for me, the impact I am having as a woman and as a mentor. I feel deeply anchored in my purpose.
After a few days with the ladies in the Mansion we had to part ways which was sad but beautiful as I do believe we have made beautiful connections! I spent my last 24hours at Santa Monica and Venice Beach (my favourite beach in LA). Again it was such full circle moment, I actually felt like I was seeing everything again for the first time and also not, like two realities playing out at the same time! Being solely in my own energy, everything felt deeper! I journaled on the beach my first day and it was bliss. I took myself to dinner and to a bar after, which was the reality check I needed.
LA is the land of the dreamers and also, the broken dreams. There are so many creatives catching a break and living their aspirations, and also many people that are resentful for not “making it”. In the conversations I had with people on that day I was heavily reminded of this and that was the reality check I needed to reminded me one of the reasons I didn’t move there (+ the pandemic and not wanting to dance professionally anymore!). I actually had a debate that night at the bar with a guy who didn’t believe spirituality was real because science didn’t back it, he wouldn’t accept that science does in fact back it! - I know full well you cant argue with people so set in their opinion,I tried to explain the the opposite of what we know is also true and he wouldn’t have it! But as I left he actually thanked me for the conversation, so you never know I may have planted a seed of change!
The lesson:
I know now the reason I had to go to LA was to expand. What do I always say “you do the same thing everyday you’ll always get the same results”, I needed to shift, to jump all in. From that trip I have been able to anchor into my highest self. To stand firmly in my power and as a result the downloads and teachings that I will be sharing with my clients and workshops will be even more transformational!
Moral:
Go for it. You NEED to take action, jump all in with both feet or you’ll always be blocking the door to opportunity with one foot in the door and one foot out.
The universe rewards those who believe in themselves. Only you know whats right for you so if you can get quiet enough to listen to what you soul is saying it will show you the way. You can listen to my FREE visualisations here to help you connect with your higher self so you can bridge the gap between your manifestations and your current reality!
As always if you are looking to break out of your stagnant energy patterns and into the life you know you are worthy of receiving drop me a DM. (Plus you can see the pictures!)
Everything you have always wanted is here waiting for you to feel worthy enough to receive it.
I can show you how to release your limiting belief and welcome in the abundance you deserve!
Love and light xx